may be this is a comeback story

Sesuai dengan ke-tidak-jelasan judul postingan ini, entah atas dasar apa saya bisa sempet-sempetnya posting di blog ini lagi. Setelah hampir dua tahun semenjak musim hujan di tahun 2012 semangat untuk mencurahkan segala daya upaya dalam mencurahkan pikiran ke dalam tulisan rasanya luntur begitu saja, bukan karena tahun itu merupakan salah satu tahun mencekam menurut para tukang ramal, tapi mungkin karena atas dasar lain yang saya tidak tahu sebenarnya apa. Sebenernya bukan tanpa alasan sehingga saya seperti orang yang merasa iba kepada seonggok blog yang sudah terlampau lama tidak diurus. Menurut asumsi saya ini memang dari pekerjaanlah yang secara tidak langsung menuntun saya kembali kepada keadaan di masa yang telah lalu, di mana blogging merupakan salah satu aktifitas olahraga yang biasa saya lakukan. Terdengar tidak jelas memang, namun dari aktifitas olahraga jari dan pikiran yang pernah saya geluti tersebut, beberapa tahun kemudian saya menjadi orang yang seperti ini adanya, yang secara kebetulan menjadi salah tukang tulis di sebuah website blog di antikeropa.com. Cukup panjang memang proses yang mengantarkan saya kepada pekerjaan yang masih tergolong asing bagi sebagian orang ini, yang kalau diceritakan pasti tidak begitu panjang sebenarnya, hanya saja memang akan melelahkan kalau diketik semuanya.

temporary nervous breakdown

Life is hard now, as hard as no life. Even the live-strong dude who won 7 times stroking pedals looked lame now. Yeah, life is stupid and hard. Enjoying life, that's what people always shout to indoctrinate themselves, I think that's just the same with do not care any of thing, everything by doing something to forget that life is never heavenly since the first man exiled to this damned world. Talking about life further, every life has an ending, that is so sad, so I am not going to talk about it because a matter of personal belief that I cannot fool the death like a cat. Every simple and little thing happening to this life is just like HIV, deadly even start with a little fun thing. In the beginning of a day I supposed to think about something just OK, but yeah it was OK, till god do a typo, KO. Ah, life is like a gambling, lose little or win big. (badum czzz)

Install offline Dictionary in Ubuntu/Linux Mint

Dictionary is one of brilliant things that man(may be woman) ever created. Someday in the past may be this thing is the only thick thing(book) that everyone from young to old ever wanted to hold. But today, is not the era of people judging something by the cover or by the thickness, let me remind you, hello there people out there, that this day is the paperless era, where people worship the trees more than a book in the old time... These below two dictionaries are the stuffs that I installed on my xUbuntu 12.10, and work perfectly great.....

Gmail setup in Sylpheed email client

iseng-iseng mencoba Sylpheed, email client super ringan bawaan fedora 17 yang baru saja saya install di netbook Asus eee pc 1015B saya, dan it works like a baby's diaper....

[Dirty Review] Fareast Movement - Dirty Bass

A new album from Fareast Movement called Dirty Bass. The songs inside this album will create a moment when you want to dance, even you can't, but you keep trying to dance, in your mind. 

But even we can't dance, it's no sin for us to listen and sing along these songs, like we don't care. 

singin': all my life, i’ve been living for love 

hold me down i’ma hold you up 
wanna go up i’ma give my love 
cause you just can’t, just can’t get enough....

-; Little Bird

Lights out! go crazy.......

Lacuna Coil – Kill The Light Lyrics

hold me

teach me

tell me what to do

but i’m not looking for a guide

i can’t stand the light

of today outside

feeling so cold inside your shadow

watch me when i’m falling down

step aside

don’t ask why

let me down

hit the ground

patch your smile

deep inside

This is *itch

A sensation which no one can deny, just almost the same with what some people call it as LOVE, but just have different spot in crush, sensation where an uncomfortable sensation or condition that causes a desire to scratch the skin happen. Yeah, this is itch. I dunno how to start to talk about this sensation, because the only

thing I want to do now is just scratch, just please somebody scratch my hairy legs!